You need to realize that the way you are feeling now will not be permanent.
standing outside, watching the eclipse
as the shadow finished covering the moon it really started to look like a sphere as opposed to the flat, bright light we are used to seeing night after night.
which made me scared that it was going to fall right out of the sky.
I no longer have the energy for meaningless friendships, forced interactions or unnecessary conversations. If we don’t vibrate on the same frequency there’s just no reason for us to waste our time. I’d rather have no one and wait for substance than to not feel someone and fake the funk.